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I am delighted to announce that my story "Twice Every Day Returning" has been accepted for reprint by Afterlives 2024: The Year's Best Death Fiction, edited by Sheree Renée Thomas and forthcoming from Psychopomp in October. It was published originally in Uncanny Magazine #61, in winter to match its ice-memories as opposed to the heat wave it was written in; it is queer, maritime, diasporic, the latest pendant of an unplanned sea-cycle, and it's lovely to see it described as "Lyrical Magical Realism." The table of contents is exactly the kinds of liminal fiction I would plunge myself into even if I did not have the honor of being included among them. We're still finishing out the ghost-month of summer, but I have further reason now to look forward to the ghost-month of fall.

Cows, Water, Bolts, Fencing, Fish

Jul. 24th, 2025 10:11 am
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All in all it was one of those days. 

It all started innocently with me in the garden tucking a couple more plants into the ground.  A little after noon I hurried into town to get one more bolt for the table saw.  Somehow during one of its moves the table saw lost a bolt that helps connect two very heavy cast iron pieces. Fortunately the industrial metal shop had the right bolt.  Donald's bus was supposedly due in at 1:35, a time that was apparently correct for the south bound bus but not the north bound bus.  I amused myself by cleaning the steering wheel and dashboard of the car.  
The afternoon continued pleasantly enough until Marika called to say that the cows had broken the water again. I called Cody who grumbled at the cows and came to fix the problem.  M called to say he was going out with 4 other folks to go fishing.  Fishing on the Keni Peninsula in Alaska with a big salmon run in progress, one of the biggest in recent memory. 
The early evening was placid, we even watched an episode of Darby and Joan, an Australian series that I quite like. 
M texted and called saying that the 5 of them had all caught their limit, they were knee deep in 155 salmon all caught in a two hours and fifteen minutes.  The group ultimately stayed up until after midnight filleting the fish and disposing of the guts and bones before the bears came to visit. Apparently the dump has a special bear proof site where fish guts can be dumped. The group were all Alaska residents and had dip net permits. Dip netting is allowed for very short seasons for Alaska residents only.   Apparently the fish were so abundant that at one point they had 5 fish in one net. I have to say that this is a testament to Alaska's Fish and Game strategies which have clamped down and even canceled whole seasons of fishing in order to let the fish stocks recover.  This is one of the first really big runs since fish stocks crashed some years ago. 
Then I got a text from Michael next door. He had a cow in his yard. It was 10pm. I established that the cow had no fence between her and the main road and called Cody.  We all converged on the cow.  She walked down the steep slope to the stream, turned up it and then walked through the fence to get back with the herd.  I suspect that she will be culled from the herd ASAP.   We walked up the fence.  Cody had fenced off part of the creek but had depended on blackberry thickets to "fence"  the rest of the bank.  For unknown reasons, instead of eating the plentiful grass in the pastures, the cows chowed down on all of the blackberry bushes and all of the quite plentiful poison oak.   Both horses and cows like poison oak, but usually leave blackberries alone. Not this time, the ground looked like a large swarm of locusts had gone through and left only a few barren twigs standing.  The bank, that had looked cliff like under the berries, was steep but very navigable by a cow. Once in the stream walking downstream was easy.  There is no water at this time of year.  Cody asked me if I wanted to buy a herd of cows.  I said I definitely did not want his herd of cows!  He won't actually sell them all, but he is getting rid of two or three trouble makers.  He made the decision to pen them up in the small field near the Iris Barn for the night.  Once again we were pushing cows uphill at night.  Chena was very excited. I kept her on a leash, the cows were moving and there was just a little too much stimulation to feel as if I were in control.  This morning we closed the gates around the house as the cows will be here till Saturday.  Then they will go over the hill to the Cow Corrals, be worked in the corrals to identify cow/calf pairs, mark and brand the calves and then haul out to one of Cody's other pastures. 


Headache, by Tom Zeller, Jr

Jul. 24th, 2025 10:24 am
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A solid, well-written, and generally engaging book about migraine and cluster headaches. The author suffers from the latter, with suffer being the operative word - cluster headaches are called "suicide headaches" because people with them are known to kill themselves because of the intractable, excruciating pain.

The first-person account was the best part of the book: what it's like to have cluster headaches, how you're driven to hoard medication because you're not allowed to have enough (which leads doctors to view you with suspicion as a drug-seeker - NO SHIT you seek painkillers when you're in pain!), how you cling to any doctor who will take you seriously, and the psychology of chronic pain generally.

(In Zeller's case, he wasn't seeking opiods or anything that could get him high, but a medication that does nothing to anyone but stop cluster headaches if you have one. But his doctor didn't believe that he actually got them as often as he did, and his insurance company didn't want to pay out for his medication, so he was forced to hoard and ration his medication for no good reason, and then looked at with suspicion when he asked for more.)

The book gets a bit into the weeds in terms of the biological mechanism of cluster and migraine headaches, which is not yet known, and the reasons why there's little research or funding devoted to them. But overall, a good book that will make people with chronic headaches, or any chronic pain, feel seen.

Shelving

Jul. 24th, 2025 08:50 am
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[personal profile] rebeccmeister  asked a very simple question about shelving.  I wrote way, way to much about it, thus a cut.

 

 


Nothing very important

Jul. 23rd, 2025 12:58 pm
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Michael Curtiz's The Sea Wolf (1941) is spectrally salt-soaked, ferociously anti-fascist, and gives great Alexander Knox. On the first two of these factors much of its reputation justly rests; the third, if you ask me, is criminally overlooked.

Famously, in adapting Jack London's The Sea-Wolf (1904) for Warner Bros., Robert Rossen took the opportunity of the studio's impatient politics to kick an already philosophical adventure into high topical gear, explicitly equating the maritime tyranny of the novel with the authoritarianism that had been rising in Europe since the end of the last war while America stuck its fingers in its ears and occasionally hummed along with Lindbergh. It would be more than idiomatic to call the schooner Ghost a floating hell: its master takes his motto from Milton and reigns over the crew of his fin-de-siècle sealer with the brutal swagger of a self-made superman until like the true damned they become one another's devils, outcasts of the sea-roads, their only berth this three-masted, fog-banked Room 101. "No work is hard as long as you can remain a human being while doing it. I wouldn't sail on a ship like the Ghost if she were the only sailing vessel left on the Pacific Ocean." Its captain is no dictatorial caricature, however, as comfortably distant as a foreign newsreel. Edward G. Robinson had been in the vanguard of anti-Nazi pictures since Confessions of a Nazi Spy (1939) and his Wolf Larsen has more than main force on his side, the heartless charisma of a demagogue whose sucker punches comprise as much of his unrepentant attraction as his short-cut promises, all-American as late capitalism and always a scapegoat in it to keep the crab bucket crawling. Press from the time indicates that the rest of the cast were on the same double-speaking, not overplayed page. Whether audiences recognized him from the headlines or the workplace, he had reality enough to break ribs on. But Rossen did more with his source material than just sharpen its critique or concentrate its villain—in a bold move even for infamously transformative Hollywood, he redistributed its hero, teasing out the shanghaied stand-in of London's narrator into the less autofictional, more expressive components of the rebellious drifter of John Garfield's George Leach and and the literary misfit of Knox's Humphrey Van Weyden. The effect it produces on the film is fascinating and slightly unstable. As they sweat out their different flavors of servitude under the shadows of the rigging that creak like nooses and chains, the characters seem sometimes to intersect, sometimes to contrast, sometimes to be switching off who gets the talk, the action, the future, the girl; until the drowning swirl of the climax, they function so clearly as a kind of double lead that it feels as though it should be possible to slip them back under one another's skins, like separable selves in a novel by Diana Wynne Jones, except that their ultimate disambiguation is riveting. Without disrespect to Garfield, the role of Leach fits vividly into his catalogue of proletarian heroes, a forgotten man with a prisoner's duty to escape, not too embittered by his rage against the machine to be romantically reachable. "Men like Larsen can't keep on grinding us down because we're nobodies. That ain't true. We're somebodies." Defying the captain even when he has to grin his insolence through the latest bruise, he looks less like the ringleader of a mutiny and more like the core of a resistance. Personally as well as politically, Van Weyden is something much more ambiguous; it inclines the viewer to stick around to try to find out what.

Even the allegorical frame of the film offers little assistance in placing his studious, reticent figure, his education and elocution confirming only that he's thoroughly at sea in more ways than one. Is he a neutral, an appeaser, a well-bred case of obedience in advance? Respectably anonymous aboard the ill-fated ferry Martinez, he signally retreated from the agitated pleading of Ida Lupino's Ruth Webster, apologetically citing "the law" as excuse for inaction when it would have been more like justice to lend a hunted ex-con a hand. Fetched up in flotsam bewilderment aboard the Ghost, he's the odd sailor out with his writer's profession that seems ironically to have done more to insulate him from the workings of life than instruct him in them. It's an inauspicious start for a hero, if he should even be considered one. Not actually all that tall for a man, he has the height in any scene with his higher-billed co-stars, but it diffuses him lankily against their compact authority and Knox in his early scenes is willing to make a lubberly spectacle of himself, pointedly overaged for his cabin boy's duties, a long-limbed jumble in the sealer's close-quarters roll—as the full panic of his captivity crashes in on him, he loses his head and shouts for help as futilely and demeaningly as any of the sots and jailbirds with which Larsen keeps his pleasure well supplied. "You're in a bad way," the captain contemplates his newest inmate, bitterly sick at himself for an instinctual blurt of empathy that couldn't have been less calculated to win him respect or reprieve aboard this devil-ship, "sort of in the middle. But then I suppose you're used to that. Your sort usually is." A dig at the privilege of the ivory tower which can afford not to have to choose sides, it sounds offhandedly like a sexual slur as well. London's Van Weyden romanced the novel's equivalent of Ruth, but Rossen's has already been judged "soft like a woman" and claimed as the captain's property according to "the law of the sea, which says anything you find in it is yours to keep," tacking close to the wind of the Production Code with the suspicious hours he spends in congress with the captain who will never admit how greedily he thrives on the company of this bookish sea-stray. Who else aboard this Pacific-moated prison hulk can appreciate not just his ravenous will to power, but the intelligence behind it which stocks his cabin with the unexpected culture of Darwin to de Quincey, Nietzsche to Poe? Who else will give him a run for his philosophy, however confident he may be of the contest's end? Derelicts off the docks of the Barbary Coast offer little more than the routine diversion of breaking, but Van Weyden still has innocence to be relieved of, the clean-handed illusion of himself as above the casual viciousness of this shark-world he's sunken into, the only one its captain recognizes: "Is this the first time you ever wanted to commit a murder?" Freezing at the coup de grâce still leaves the shame of seizing the skinning knife in the first place, the worse stain of Larsen's paternal beam. Any number of intellectuals went for fascism in its first-run days and our half-protagonist despite his ideological resistance may be nothing more than one of their cautionary tales, accommodating himself to his enthrallment by Renfield's degrees. Either way, his tarred standing as the captain's confidant counts him out of any organized effort to topple Larsen as contemptuously as a collaborator, an impression the writer does nothing to dispel when he silently holds the lantern for a midnight inspection of the faces of potential mutineers and his notes toward a memoir of his time aboard the Ghost have been appropriated for a manifesto of Wolf Larsen. It seems short-sighted of the captain not to consider that his vanity could be just as dangerous to reveal as the torturous headaches that periodically crush him blind, but not when we can watch him swell in the knowledge that only great men are anatomized for the attention of history, the mass-market immortality he deserves as much as the fallen hero of Paradise Lost. Who else of his plug-ugly crew is going to lean suddenly forward at the captain's own desk like a schoolmaster in sea-boots and a slop-stained work shirt and clinically read the man who holds his life in his hands for filth?

"The reason for his actions then becomes obvious. Since he has found it so difficult in the outside world to maintain that dignity, he creates a world for himself—a ship on which he alone can be master, on which he alone can rule. The next step is a simple one. An ego such as this must constantly be fed, must constantly be reassured of its supremacy. So it feeds itself upon the degradation of people who have never known anything but degradation. It is cruel to people who have never known anything but cruelty. But to dare to expose that ego in a world where it would meet its equal—"

The Sea Wolf keeps Van Weyden so close to its vest for so long, it's a sharp little victory in its own right to find that after all he's got a spine to go with his sea legs. His weeks in the barnacled snake pit of the Ghost have indeed altered him from the fine gentleman whose squeamish morals Larsen mocked with such barbed affability, but mostly, as so often in adventures and sometimes even real life, to wake him up to himself rather than grind him down. God bless the Warners grit, with a five o'clock shadow roughing in his disillusion and his thick dark hair stiffened with sea-spray he's better than handsome, he's delicious with those doe-lashes that show every deflecting flick of his gaze, his solid brows that can hold a straighter face. "You're wasting time," he says only, curtly, as if he had just revealed worse about himself than his loyalty to a pair of last-chance lovers and their private mutiny, not Larsen's creature after all and not interested in talking about it. What he is in the end is a trickster, Scheherazade-spinning the lure of his never-written book that stings and entices Larsen in equal measure, as good as a siren's bait of memory. Knee-deep in the tilting, salt-swollen cabin of the derelict Ghost with a pistol trained on his peacoat and time gulping out as fast as air through cannon-shattered decks, Van Weyden doesn't turn the tables with the captain's contagious brutality but the proof of his own incurable softheartedness, shadow-sided as the warning he quoted more than once to Larsen: "There's a certain price that no one wants to pay for living." Those liminal sorts, you have to watch out for them even between their own words. It was Knox's Hollywood debut and it confounds me that he was most acclaimed in his American period for playing Woodrow Wilson. But then the film is studded with these turns like nothing I have seen asked of their actors, even Robinson who stretches beyond the confines of current events and the extra-maritime echoes of Conrad into the kind of performance it would be fair to call titanic if it weren't so upsettingly human. Gene Lockhart stops the show as Louie, sodden beyond even the usual standards of pathetically drunken doctors in marginal haunts of the world—tormented past the last literal rags of his dignity, he doesn't just call down his curse from the rigging like some God-damned Melvillean oracle, he seals it to the ship with his own blood. The Sea Wolf would lose much of its jolt if it could be relegated to the twilight zone of a supernatural picture, but there is something weird and maudit about the Ghost which shuns the sea lanes, touches no ports of call, preys on other ships like one of the more piratical incarnations of the Flying Dutchman, its crew bound as if for their lives and its captain stalked by a brother with the implacable name of Death. It needs nothing more than its own manifest to be doomed. Howard da Silva's Harrison makes a surly enough, mob-minded representative sailor, but no one before this mast is as gleefully repulsive as Barry Fitzgerald's Cooky, all his familiar impish mannerisms curdled into real malevolence, knifing an argumentative seaman one minute and the next merrily suggesting a rape. "I'll not shut up! Let the chills of fear run up his spine, like they did mine when I made my first voyage aboard the foulest ship in creation." Especially with its fog-sweated photography by Sol Polito that bears comparison to the deep-focus, silver-carved shadow-work of John Alton or Gregg Toland, the film at times resembles a grimier, diabolical companion piece to my long-beloved The Long Voyage Home (1940), the oyster-gleam of overcast on the wave-splattered roll of the decks a testament to the model effects of Byron Haskin and the flood-capabilities of the studio's Stage 21. The spare, corroded, swirling score by Erich Wolfgang Korngold makes equally technical and expressionist use of a Novachord. How this film made it through the strainer of the PCA when its close contemporary Out of the Fog (1941) was depoliticized into meaninglessness, I give thanks to Neptune and have no idea.

The trick to The Sea Wolf is seeing it. Thanks to the lifesaver of the Minuteman Library Network, I was able to enjoy the 100-minute restoration released by the Warner Archive on Blu-Ray/DVD, but any shorter version is the hack work of the 1947 re-release, shorn of a quarter-hour of its more political scenes and some collateral connective tissue. It made the film fit on a nautical double bill with The Sea Hawk (1940), but in the year of the ascendance of HUAC and the Hollywood Ten, it is impossible not to wonder a little if the studio was already coming around to the prevailing Red-scared wind—for a film as far left in its capitalist-fascist indictments as The Sea Wolf, it may be impressive that the blacklist claimed only Rossen, Robinson, Garfield, da Silva, and the Canadian-born Knox, whose eventually permanent relocation to the UK in 1950 explains my previous experience of him strictly in British productions. As with so many of this country's self-devouring frenzies, it was America's loss. Van Weyden never feels like a spokesman for liberal democracy; he feels like a frightened, sheltered, ambivalent man with a trick up his sleeve he needs the strength to look for, which still puts him allegorically ahead of his resident country in the spring of '41. He is surprising beyond the wild card of his recombined plot. I like the Canadian flicker I can hear in his otherwise acceptably mid-Atlantic voice, another marker of difference from the Frisco-scraped rest of the crew. Without crudity, I would hope he was appreciated by Boyd McDonald in his late-night TV-cruising sometime. It is more slantly done, but there is something in this film of the same kind of spellmaking as Pimpernel Smith (1941), speaking itself into the future: all you fascists bound to lose. Or as Larsen remarks like a person who should know, "Milton really understood the Devil." It's a useful knack, these days when circles close. This price brought to you by my equal backers at Patreon.

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Jul. 23rd, 2025 04:12 am
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story WIP in Novelist.app

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2025/113: Emperor's Wrath — Kai Butler
The sky was blue, and three ravens sat on the wall above me, each looking deeply judgmental.
“Poor showing,” Terror said.
“Is this really the one we’re putting our faith in?” Dawn asked.
“I ate the mother mouse,” Ratcatcher said. “Haven’t had time to tell you yet.” [loc. 2302]

Second in the 'Emperor's Assassin' series, which I discovered while reading this volume is a trilogy with the finale due in autumn 2025 (aargh). Airón and Tallu are married, and Airón is beginning to understand Tallu's plan -- and the fate awaiting the last Emperor.Read more... )

Cows, Travel, Chena

Jul. 22nd, 2025 09:29 pm
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It is terribly quiet at the house tonight. The cows moved out yesterday.  They are over on the entrance road reducing the fire danger along the road.  As a bonus they will clean a lot of the grass out of the ditches.  Clover tends to grow well in our nice wet (in winter) ditches and the cows always enjoy it. Less grass in the ditches means less weed whacking for me this fall.  I miss the noisy bellowing as mamas and calves communicate.  I don't miss the flies and dust.  In a couple of days, when they have eaten down the sides of the road they will be off to Cody's home ranch for the summer.  They won't return till some time in late October or November.  There won't be new grass for them yet, but Cody always leaves some pastures ungrazed so there will be feed in winter.  Cows are amazingly efficient at turning dead grass, even if it has been rained on a lot, into food. 
Hunter and Maddie came over today to see the garden setup.  Hunter will be helping take care of the garden and Firefly while I'm gone to Santa Cruz this weekend. 
Chena had a visit to the vet today.  She has had a little, but very persistent issue with her eye. Both eyes are a little irritated, but the right one often has a very slight infection, judging by the yellowish discharge (tiny amounts).  This did not resolve with eye wash, and was slight enough to come and go a bit.  She now has eye drops twice a day for a week.   She was much better with the vet than in previous visits, barely growling at all, and enjoying lots of treats.  Right now she is lying limply in the living room, probably feeling the effects of vaccinations against Leptospirosis (especially easily spread in streams here, also is endemic) and kennel cough.  We will be traveling to Alaska in October so she needs to be up to date on that kind of thing.  She is negative for heartworm. YAY!
A few days ago I tested my camping mattress to see where the air leak was. Sadly it was along at least a foot of the seam, and that is not really repairable.  The mattress is quite old as is our second one.  So I ordered two new ones which came today.  They weigh about half what the old ones did, roll up into a far smaller carrying container, and they self inflate a lot better.  I though the one I tried was quite comfortable.  The old ones were always super comfortable. 

More Shelving, Table Saws

Jul. 22nd, 2025 09:13 pm
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Way back in 2022 my friend Mike came up and stayed at the Ranch for a couple of months, at the same time Chena arrived.  He was getting divorced and needed somewhere to crash while he worked on a beat up airstream trailer, getting it in shape to live in.  At some point he hauled up some lumber to use while rebuilding the interior of the trailer. One of those pieces of lumber was a 4 x 8 ft sheet of 3/4" plywood, painted black. It had been used for some event; carpet had been stapled around one edge.  Mike got the trailer marginally livable and moved out in a rush - he is a stagehand and there was WORK!!  I waited for him to come back and claim his lumber.  That day never arrived.  The sheet of plywood was stood up and tied against one wall of the shop, where, for a while, it helped keep things dry, but was mostly in the way.   For 3 years.
This week I uncovered -my- stack of unused lumber, got the plywood moved across the carport and in where it should have been all along.  This simple, quick move uncovered 4 feet of wall space along the carport's south side.  Another  2 ft x 4 ft shelf unit was clearly needed!  Now I have room to store all the shade cloth (in big totes), the 40 gallon water tank, the horse blankets and some misc stuff.  Almost all the boxes of stuff from San Francisco are sorted and put away.  Snake and mouse habitat is radically reduced. 
One of the problems in the carport is that there were 2 table saws in it, one that has been here at the Ranch for decades, and one that was in San Francisco for decades.  Table saws are big, taking up at least 3 ft x 5 ft of space.  Clearly one saw needed to go. After much though and a suggestion from M, I called our neighbor Michael. The same guy that helps when there is a snake in the yard.  He was happy to come get a saw, some apples and a cucumber. The carport looks positively empty.  It will be a little less empty when I actually put together the San Francisco saw, which was dismantled for transport, but it will still be a net gain of space. 

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Recent DNFs (Did Not Finish)

Wake Up and Open Your Eyes, by Clay McLeod Chapman



A horror novel about - I think - how a Q-Anon analogue turns people into literal zombies. I couldn't get into this book. I don't think it was bad, it just wasn't my thing. I didn't vibe with the prose style at all.

The Baby Dragon Cafe, by A. T. Qureshi



A woman opens a cafe that's also a baby dragon rescue. I adored the idea of this book, not to mention the extremely charming cover, but the execution left a lot to be desired. It was just plain dull. I dragged myself through two chapters, both of which felt eternal, then gave up. Too bad! I really wanted to like it, because the idea is delightful.

In the Path of Destruction: Eyewitness Chronicles of Mount St. Helens, by Richard Waitt



This ought to have been exactly my jam, except for the author's absolutely bizarre prose style, which is a combination of Pittman shorthand and Chuck Tingle's Twitter minus the sense of humor, with an allergy to articles and very strange syntax. I literally had no idea what some of his sentences meant. This weirdness extends to direct quotes from multiple people, making me suspect how direct they are. And yes, this was traditionally published.

Here are some quotes, none of which make more sense in context:

It contrasts the chance jungle violence with lava flows off Kilauea - so Hollywood but predictable.

"The state's closure seems yours. Have I missed something?"

[And here's a bunch of Tinglers.]

Heart attack took Eddie in 1975.

These years since wife Eddie died Truman's fire has cooled.

Since wife Eddie died, Rob is the closest he has to a friend.

Since wife Eddie died, Truman has been a bleak recluse, the winters especially lonely.

Dinner or Breakfast

Jul. 22nd, 2025 08:58 am
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This week's Resolution Recipe: Chickpeas and Scrambled Eggses.
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2025/112: Betrothed to the Emperor — Kai Butler
I felt as taut as a bowstring pulled, ready to release the arrow and realizing that I had to build the target I needed to hit. [loc. 1690]

Airón, prince of the Northern Empire, has been raised as an assassin: his twin sister Eonai is to marry the Emperor of the fearsome Imperium, after which Airón will kill his new brother-in-law. He doesn't expect to survive, but the Imperium must be destroyed. Except it all goes horribly wrong when Eonai and Airón are presented to Tallu, 'a viper' reportedly responsible for the deaths of his parents and younger sibling. Because Tallu decides that he will, instead, marry Airón...

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Major props to the Somerville Theatre for accommodating the accessibility needs of my still-healing mother so that she could get out of the house tonight for the first time in a month and a half and watch the original 3:10 to Yuma (1957), which she first showed me in high school on rental VHS. It was my introduction to Glenn Ford and my second experience of Van Heflin and remains on the long list of movies I love and have never written about, but I had never seen it on a big screen, either, and its silver drought winter-for-summer looks like nothing else in the Western catalogue. It's full of tensions and strange tenderness, high-angle shots like the sky soaring back, sweat beading like the rain that doesn't fall. It's a film about failures and fisher kings: how could I not love it? My mother had a wonderful time. I am so glad she had a wonderful time. It was her first movie in theaters in five years.
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Poll #33394 best format for continued hobby mode Ninefox AU/reboot shenanigans
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Best format for hobby-mode Ninefox reboot/AU shenanigans

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Ninefox MUD
0 (0.0%)

Ninefox text-only browser-based chapter-based adventure (Inkle Studios' Ink)
10 (55.6%)

Ninefox VN
4 (22.2%)

Ninefox comic (this one is happening regardless)
9 (50.0%)

Ninefox animation (Candle Arc is happening regardless because MFA project)
4 (22.2%)

Ninefox reboot/AU serialized novel (prose) [1]
7 (38.9%)

None of these! Something else I will explain in comments.
0 (0.0%)



In terms of sustainable effort:

MUD: medium-high bar if using existing codebase.

Ink serialized web-based text adventure: medium-low bar. Probably chapter by chapter releases.

ETA #1: Wait a second! You can compile Inform 7 to release for playing on the web! Either this didn't exist ca. 2007 or I suck at reading documentation. That's my choice, then. I enjoy writing parser IF (interactive fiction / text adventures) more than choice-based formats. Yay!

VN: high bar.

comic: I'm doing this for myself so it really doesn't matter what anyone thinks, but maybe people prefer this.

2D animated short (we're talking 5-10 minutes): SLOWEST. VERY SLOW. 2D hand-drawn animation is just slow. But I've proposed this for my final major project starting in 2028, so I'm doing this no matter what anyone else thinks.

[1] serialized reboot/AU novel (prose): This would require negotiating with my publisher, which has an option on further prose works. I control the relevant rights for other formats.

Discussion with Solaris suggested they would be happy to talk about a different Machineries trilogy with a new plot and a new set of characters but the two ideas I have aren't trilogy-length and I don't have a sense that any reader wants this! It's theoretically possible Solaris might let me play with a newsletter (etc) serialization if it's something they wouldn't have an interest in offering for and they are assuming zero risk since I doubt anything I do here would tank sales of the existing books. However, there are negotiation complications here that may make this Not Possible rights-wise so I'm hoping no one wants this and I can stop thinking about it with a clear conscience.

I'm sitting on something like 100,000+ words of disorganized prose bits (not a coherent single narrative, it's a bunch of different POVs) and I want to write about that crashhawk unit and Gödel's incompleteness theorems in hexarchate numerology. I have an outline.

But also. For health and family reasons, I'm not signing a book contract in the near future; any prose-format writing is going to be on spec or similar if at all, and if the answer is that it's just noodling that stays on my hard drive, it is what it is. Meanwhile, I have orchestration homework to do, ta!
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Review copy provided by the author, who is a personal friend.

Nera has been helping her father at the titular Station her whole life. Or...her whole life-ish thing. Because Nera has only ever been in the Station, so she only interacts with her father, the dead, and the dogs who guide the dead on their way through the Veil and keep them safe. (The dogs. OMG the dogs. So many good doggos in this book.) Charlie has just lost her sister, who is also her best friend, and her family is falling apart. On top of it all, she's been seeing ghosts--but never the one she most wants to see.

But when Charlie finds the Station, she hopes for a chance to reverse what was lost. Nera is astonished--delighted--to meet another living person who can share at least some of her ghost experiences. But all is not well with the Station itself--dark forces threaten its peaceful work of helping spirits leave this world for what comes after. They want to shatter and rend. And the dark forces know all of Nera and Charlie's most vulnerable points.

Like life, this book is so full of both grief and joy. Both are extremely well-drawn and intense--I started reading this book on an airplane and stopped almost immediately, because I could see that there would be moments of stronger emotion than I wanted to invite by myself in seat 16B. If you've suffered loss recently, time your reading of this book carefully, but I think it can be very healing. I think this is one of those rare books that can be enjoyed by many but will be desperately needed by some. There's so much heart here, for other people and of course dogs, but also for places. Highly recommended.

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2025/111: Return to the Enchanted Island — Johary Ravaloson (translated by Allison M. Charette)
He got sent to a cell... went before the judge, did three months of community service at the Garches hospital, was all the same spared extradition—a random impulse would never extinguish his luck.[p. 96]

Translated from the French, this novel is the first I have read by a Malagasy author. It interweaves Malagasy heritage and history with the story of Ietsy Razak, privileged son of a wealthy family, named after the 'first man' in Malagasy myth. Read more... )

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Before the thunderstorm broke in such steel-drum sheets of solid rain that we realized only after the fact that we had accidentally driven through a washed-out bridge on Route 127, I lay with my face against half a billion years of granite cooled in the volcanoes of Avalonia and weathered across aeons of which the ice ages were only the finishing touch to a boulder as rough as rust-cracked barnacles: it pushed into my palms like the denticles of sharkskin, my hair clung to it in the wind that smelled of high tide and the slap-glass of waves coiling around the sunken cobbles and combers of weed. The stone itself smelled of salt. I found a fragment of gull's feather tangled afterward in my hair. [personal profile] spatch had driven me out to Gloucester for a bonanza of fried smelts and scallops eaten within sea-breeze earshot of the harbor while the clouds built like a shield-wall against the sunset and the thunder held off just long enough for us to get back to the car, following which we were theoretically treated to the coastal picturesque of Manchester-by-the-Sea and realistically corrected course back to Route 128 when we saw a taller vehicle than ours headlights-deep. The sunset that came out after the rain was preposterously spectacular: a huge cliff of cloud the peach-pearl color of a bailer shell, the gold-edged stickles of smaller reefs and bars, the mauve undershadow of the disappearing rain, all sunk to a true ultramarine dusk by the time we were doing the shopping for my mother back in Lexington. I used to spend a lot more time out in the world and I need to be able to again. It is self-evidently good for me.

Superman (2025)

Jul. 20th, 2025 05:33 pm
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Months ago, I saw a trailer for the then-upcoming Superman movie.  It included Krypto, Superman's pet dog, which had been a regular character in the comic books of my youth.  At that moment, I told myself "I will see that movie!"  

(MINOR SPOILERS AHEAD)

I did not know at the time that every bit (pun intended) of Krypto was CGI.  He was based upon the director's own dog, and the actors (doing what actors do) were pretending a dog was in their scenes.  Nor was the movie Krypto a spittin' image of the comic book Krypto.  It wouldn't have mattered.  Putting a dog back into Superman was just what it needed.  (among other things)

Viewing movies in theaters used to be the only way to see a movie, but times have changed  and there are lots of ways to watch at home,and many reasons to watch movies at home.  Most important is that the popcorn is always fresh at home!  And right up there is controlling the environment from temperature to ambient sound (i.e., people talking).  Yeah, it can be fun to be in a large room full of others, all enjoying the same entertainment, but it can be a challenge, especially to an introvert.

Still...some movies are meant for BIG screens, and having been a Superman fan (in all incarnations) all my life, I was looking forward to the current movie.  So we bit the bullet, bought the pricey tickets, even opted for IMAX, and went to a theater to see it.  This is the first movie we've seen in a theater in several years and the first stsrt-to-finish movie we've stayed in our seats for.  Yes, we're THOSE people, the ones who stay through the credits, especially if the music is good or there's talk of a good extra scene after the credits.

Speaking of the music.  I am a big fan of John Williams; his movie music is among my favorites, and the 1970s Superman movie theme is my personal Williams favorite piece.  So.  When I heard he would not be doing the music for this movie, I was a bit concerned, but I reasoned that time marches on, Mr. Williams is in his 90s, and I should have an open mind.  I was more than pleased that the music arrangers for this movie chose to use a lot of themes on Williams' previous Superman music, as well as new stuff.  Most of the music used was just fine, some actually great.  I keep repeating to myself "I am not their target audience..."

Some of the scenes were filmed in Ohio, including the former Cincinnati train station with architecture I love (recognized it immediately) and that felt special to me.  We weren't quite sure where the Smallville scenes were filmed, especially considering the (almost comical) southern accents representing Smallville (ahem) KANSAS. 

Director James Gunn, who also wrote the film, chose to tweak the Superman origin and narrative.  Not that others have not done this, and I understand some of these things need to be kept fresh.  There were characters added, characters changed.  We had a feeling that a lot of film landed on the cutting room floor, because several actors showed up with little to do and just made for a bloated cast.  Did they have scenes cut?  Perhaps we'll find out when the "Director's Cut" shows up. 

We noted that some shots appeared to be made for 3-D and that got annoying as we were not watching a 3-D version.  It pulled the focus (at least for me) and pulled me out of the action, no doubt that somebody or some thing was flying out off the screen in the 3-D version.  We've tried 3-D and it doesn't make us happier.  The jury is still out whether the IMAX upcharge was worth it -- there was a whole lot of screen that wasn't needed much of the time.  (Maybe that's what years of watching on the home screen does to us.)

Call me cynical or out of touch of just an old man, but much of Superman flying just didn't give me a "wow" factor.  Maybe it was because he was my first Superman, but even today, watching old 1950s "The Adventures of Superman" TV shots of George Reeves as Superman flying are just as thrilling as many of the shots in this film.  No, not as sharp and sometimes not even in color, but just as inspiring.

Best actor in the film?  Rachel Brosnahan, who played Lois Lane.  She seemed to escalate the art of acting in many of her scenes while many others, particularly the bad guys, were more into "chewing scenery" than acting. 

Worst thing about the film?  Nobody who knows me well will be surprised when I say, TURN DOWN THE SOUND LEVEL!  I imagined a volume control and mute button in my hand.  I wonder why they haven't invented such a device where everyone can control their own volume levels?  Oh yeah, it's called watching at home.  The sound levels go hand in hand with too many battle scenes (remember again, not written for my age group) and not enough character development (remember again, these are comic book characters!)

Overall did I like it?  Yes!  The film was fun and I recommend it.  Unfortunately, the popcorn at the theater we visited was not all that great.  Need some of that good at-home popcorn.

Bad Cows

Jul. 19th, 2025 02:31 pm
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Yesterday evening I got a call from Marika and Rosemary.  "Do the neighbors have cows?"  No,  they don't.  Once again most of the herd was out. They had forced their way though the very same hole as they had before, breaking all the wire we installed.   I called Kerri, Cody's wife then jumped in the Gator and zipped down to the fence.  I got around a big bunch of cows that were still right near the boundary and pushed them out the gate and back onto our place. 
In the Gator I had a partial roll of barbed wire. While Kerri was coming up the steep driveway to Rudy's, I began rolling out barbed wire.  Three new strands of it across the broken area.  Once that was in place, and the rest of the cows were in, we began weaving more strands of barbed wire vertically. They won't break that stuff!  We worked long after full dark to reinforce the fence with all the cows right there watching us.  As I left Kerri suggested I move the herd up the hill away from that particular spot.  It was hard getting them going but eventually the whole bunch started up the hill.  Chena helped by barking enthusiastically. She clearly was watching me carefully, and after a few minutes she voluntarily trotted back around a slow group and got them moving. I called her off as soon as they moved and told her what a good girl she was.  After a few forays to move various cows, I felt confident enough to send her out to bark, and then call her back to the Gator.  She was SO proud of herself!  I'm delighted to have a dog who has figured out that her job is to help move cows, but ONLY when asked.  There were a couple of times this summer when she tried to move the cows away from the house and got yelled at. It was clear last night that she absolutely understood the difference between working for me, and not chasing stock when she wasn't "working".  I don't think she will ever be more than mildly helpful, but as is often the case I'm awed by what instinct combined with intelligence produces. 
Today I went back down to the fence and continued fixing it up. After a while Kerri showed up and together we got Rudy's whole line fixed up.  We added another strand of barbed wire all the way to the south corner, plus a lot of vertical stays.  The fence needs some more t-posts but it should do for now.

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